Lets see, it's 12:41, and I'm just laying in bed with a computer. So, now that I have you attention. Let me tell you whats going on. I have nights where I just can not turn my brain off. Tonight is one of them. I've tried the whole sleeping thing. That did not work. IDK. I've more then less just been reflecting on things tonight, and the past 2 or so months, and all that has gone on in my life.

My questions is, why does my mind feel it must do this when I'm getting ready for bed. With out fail, I get home from dinner, tired, but it's only 7pm. So, I really dont want to goto sleep at 7pm, cus hell, my sleep schedule is sooo messed right now anyway, that would just make it all way worse. But, then I get this damn second wind. It starts right around 9pm or little before or little after, it all just depends. So, I have that going for me, and then my mind just deciedes to start reflecting on things of the past 2 months or so. Barbs death, new job, server crash (times 2) and all the other stuff. So, here I sit, another sleeples night (ok, not true, I will sleep, just not as much as I would want too).

Peace,
Kevin