There are days that I really hate being old-enough to know what is going on, and to understand it all. Being a child was so much better in regard to this type of crap. You might have heard your parents talk, but really for the most part you were on the need to know plan.
You know the old "Toys R Us" slogan of "I don’t want to grow up, I am a Toys R Us kid", well I feel that is so true in my life right now. Just with all the crap that is going on in church and other places, I wish I was just ignorant to it all. I really do.
But don't get me wrong, I do like being a grown-up (did I really just use that word about me?). I like the freedoms that I have. The ability to do what I want, when I want, and how I want. I love that. I love the ability to not have to depend on others.
Like being on the damn crutches. I totally hated that, not cus I had hurt my self. That I can deal with, but cus I had to depend on others to do what I could and can normally do. I could not do my own laundry. I could not even carry things in my hands. Even something as simple as taking a piss was an exercise.
I don't know, I guess I am just bitching right now. I guess I really just want all the fighting and other bullshit to just stop. I mean, is it so hard that we can not all just get along? Do we really need to have all of these power struggles and shit? Why do people have to be mean, that is like so 6th grade.
End rant. Thank you all for listing.