Anyway, now with that said, I feel its time for a little update!
School starts on Tuesday and I am not anywhere near ready! I feel like I did last semester that I am going to school kicking and screaming. But I know that after the first week or two, I will be right back into the swing of things, and be used to it. The one thing I really do hate about school is how freaking busy I get, and how I never feel like I have any downtime at all. With School, Work, Homework, and Meetings I really have no time left for me or anytime to get stuff done for that matter. This week has been a great example of that. Today is the first time all week I have really had some free time, and I used it to catch up on some TV shows I taped.
There are days that I do want to say to hell with it all, and just do nothing. But I also know that I would not be able to put up with that cus I do love to be busy. I think I have to be busy or I would not know what to do with my self. So, I am not really going to quit anything and infact I am going to try and change my schedule a bit, and add in the gym to the mix.
I need to get my fat tub of lard I call a body back into shape, and I did reup my membership to my gym for the next year. I plan on using it more this year then I did last year. Really its not that I hate my body or anything like that. It's that I know I am really out of shape, and I know that is not healthy for me. So, I think I want to try and wake up really really early before classes, and go hit the gym. But, we all know that I am not a very big morning person so we shall see how long the whole going to the gym in the morning works. Or, if I can not make it work in the morning I may try right after work which would then allow me to get a shower in and be ready to cook dinner and work on homework. I am going to try each of these, and see how they work for me and how they work with my schedule and such.
I am also a very big procrastinator and I know this, and its something I really really really want to change not only this semester, but this year. I really hate how much I procrastantate, but I do find it really hard to change. I am not sure why I do it, or what causes me to do it, but I really do want to change. I mean, it normaly just makes more work for me when I procrastante. Since I am doing stuff at the last second, I normaly have to stay up really late and have a lot of work to do, and that really does suck.
I have not made any new years resolutions this year, cus I did that last year and only followed through on like one of them, and that was to update my livejournal more offen. So, when I came to that reization that I did not fallow through on them, I got really depressed and discouraged. So in an effort to not get discourage, I am not going to make any new years resolutions this year, but really more goals. So, here are some of my goals for this semester and year:
I want to do better in school and stop procrastinaing on things. I want to get back into shape and build my self back up. I want feel better about life and not feel like I am rushing from A to B to C. Last but not least, I want to get back into a regular sleep schedule, and get 8 hours of sleep each night.
So anyway, with that I need to jump into shower and then go do a bunch of stuff. O well, so much for the "not feel like I am rushing from A to B to C". LOL. Maybe we can all change to a 36 hour day, which would allow me to get 24 hours worth of work & other junk in and still sleep for 12 hours. LOL.